Every time I sit to draft my monthly progress and goals post, there was a calling. An unavoidable interruption per se. Then, there came a time I was even scared to open this draft. From being titled, “Maniac March” to “Moody March” and now to “Where do you March?”, this post has changed its colors more than chameleon would do in month. Well, I love it all though. Our postponed anniversary celebration from 15 days ago is still being postponed and soon, I guess we will be year more older again.
I then felt, March probably had its destiny clear and did not want me to plan anything else. Maybe it was also nature’s way of saying I need more rest. All I had was trips to hospitals this month and they will continue to be for few more days. Not all were for me. I have had nights staying for my father in law and then some for me as well. Well, March surprised me. While the doctors are still researching on what is wrong with me, it worries and surprises me at the same time.
I guess, this march did more good than any other month. It gave me PH 3.0. That one hour inside a machine for orbitis and contrast MRI scan made me re-think my life. While doctors are still figuring out what treatment and medicine to give, I need to figure out ‘what next’ ahead as well, the most meaningful way. Once I am back to normal state, I want to live it all THE meaningful way. I still have many questions that I need to think on and I certainly have answers for a few of them.
P. S. My 2.0 happened after pandemic which made live my life to fullest, as many moments as possible.